Saranya and Kenneth: She's pretty good for a first timer.

LOL. She as in me. Referring to tennis. Went to play last night. It was fun. And it was my first. But I kept hitting the ball the wrong places. I even hit one of the balls to the rooftop of the mosque. And the place was so scary. Pretty dark and deserted.

Before that went to study in the clubhouse. Lol Kenneth and Tedmund were there. Ooh ooh Tedmund was Mrs Ho's student haha. He is retarded.

Today kept arguing with my mother about one thing and one thing only - me not smiling. WTH smile for what? Retard is it? Lol. My cousin was just sent home just now. She's got school trw. This afternoon we went to Safra country club. Damn boringgggg. I didn't even play in the arcade. The only fun thing I did was bowling. Which I like, suck at. And there are alot of handsome guys down there. Lol. But they all act like idiots. Like this group of people, who act like gangsters. They are around my age and my elder bro's age. I was walking past them then the older guy went like, "People coming already" then hid something in his bag. Then he looked at me then shouted, "Eh Alex! Your sister leh!" If I heard the name right. Lol. Then some other guy went "Walao don't anyhow say leh!" Although I'm pretty sure he is not the Alex guy cos the other guy was no shouting to him. Then later that guy who shouted earlier looked at my face and went, "Eh?? Oh. Then this is his girl friend la!"WTF?! Lol.

I feel training MORE!! I'm super slow. I wanna be fasterrrr!! I feel so stupid being last! Lol. Or at least train for long jump. Haha.

My parents are buying a bunk. What the hell... I know it will be more spacious but I will HATE the position. Yes I am afraid of the dark. So it will be hard for me to sleep... Poor me.

And uh... Looking back, I realized I've changed alot. Look, for those people it has affected... I'm sorry la. A few people pointed it out and I don't wanna mention who... Argh this sounds so annoying lol.

And FINALLY I've got a dream school. Ye it was NUSHS but please... I suck. I WANNA GO BUKIT PANJANG GOVT. HIGH! My cousin(s) went there! And the scores seem reasonable. I mean, I don't think I can get 250 but I think if I work harder I would get at least a 240 la.

So thank you for showing me,

That best friends cannot be trusted

And thank you for lying to me,

Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back

BYE